January 2011
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Merp. Random appreciation.
When I was younger, my dad had a slipped spinal disk and suffered from severe back pains that the doctor said would follow him for the rest of his life. Even then, when I was in elementary school, my dad would give me a piggy-ride down the stairs every morning so that I could eat the breakfast he cooked for me.
He’s attended every single one of my important and not-so-important musical...
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I can do this.
3,000 word APUSH project
Memorize 240 key terms
Study for English final
Spanish project (poster & paragraph)
Study for Spanish final
Physics test tomorrow
Make cheat-sheet (it’s permitted) for physics final
Study for music final (Memorize all keys & their relative minors, church modes, and degrees of the scale. Luckily, I think I have a pretty good handle on the rest of the...
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We're not donkeys.
We’re not designed to carry everything all on our own, so take a load off your shoulders.
Sometimes, when there’s a lot of crap going on in your life, one of the most freeing things you can do for yourself is to vent. Not sure why but when you spill out honest feelings about whatever is on your mind to someone, I guess it makes you feel like you don’t have to carry the burden...
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Nostalgic Wall of Text.
I miss summertime. I miss sleeping. I miss not studying. I miss being stress-free. I miss going over to friends’ houses often. I miss genuinely caring about other people. I miss other people genuinely caring about me. I miss Josh Aveni’s presence in my life. I miss his humor and ability to take the awkward out of any given situation. I miss being an optimist. I miss being able to write...
Every time I fall into negative thinking about...
Happens every time.
Time is not a superhero.
As nice as it would be to have time, by itself, always fix your problems, it won’t. You have to want it. You have to be willing to let go. As a matter of fact, not just willing, you have to loosen your grasp. Time will not magically swoop down and whisk away your gloom. Time will not cause you to completely forget. You probably won’t forget. Time will only, if you let it, allow you to accept....
Awman.
“That time of the year when caring about school goes downhill” came earlier than the usual this year. I mean, I can usually last until around March or something.
It’s 11pm and I haven’t started on homework yet. I have a problem, I know. Feelin’ the stress levels risin’, the sleep deprivation taking its toll, & the promise to stop procrastinating starting to...
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Good Times, haha.
E: ...I felt like I couldn't breathe; it was like I was sufflocating.
Me: Like you were what?
E: Sufflocating.
Me: E, it's "suffocating." There is no "L" in suffocate.
E: Suff..ocate?
Me: Yeah. Suffocate. No "L." Not sufflocate.
E: -chuckles- You're trying to mess with me, right?
Me: Dude, I'm being totally serious. It's suffocate.
E: ...my entire life was a lie.
On being inexpressive,
It’s passed 3am and I’m laying in bed thinking about things. I’ve come to realize that I am terrible, absolutely terrible, at letting people in my life know how much they mean to me. I’m very guilty of taking the people who care about me for granted.
The thing is, I love all of them very much. I would definitely not be where I am today without my family and friends. But, I...
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Contemplating
I’m not living up to my full potential. I have yet to eliminate things in my life that I am well aware are a waste of time. I have yet to halt my procrastination habit and take on a new “get it done asap” attitude. I have yet to let go of the people in my life that are weighing me down. I have yet to begin to see the good in people rather than focusing on the bad. I have yet to reorganize my...